The Blur Known as 2023

by John Amen

2023 felt like passing through a local subway station on the express train, strange, funny, disturbing, contorted snatches, swatches, tableaux appearing & disappearing. It was January, it was December. Moments seemed protracted, yet time overall flew by. Micro-slow, macro-fast. A picture of a friend who committed suicide this year flashed on my phone, then poof, I spent half an hour looking for it, never could retrieve it. In some weird way, I’m still lost in this dream, looking for it.

I appreciated BPM’s 2023 aoty & soty lists, though perhaps even more, BPM’s honorable mentions list, where you can encounter projects that didn’t get as much attention as they might’ve deserved.

A few 2023 releases that I would’ve liked to see more fully lauded: Kali Malone’s Does Spring Hide Its Joy, Terraplana’s olhar pra tr​á​s, Lauren Bousfield’s Salesforce, Lucy Liyou’s Dog Dreams, Empty Country’s Empty Country II, Jaimee Harris’s Boomerang Town, Sexores’ Marl del Sur, Martyna Basta’s Slowly Forgetting, Barely Remembering, Rắn Cạp Đuôi’s *1, & Hilary Woods’ Acts of Light.

The last 25 years or so have highlighted that groupthink & trickledown are as defunct as typewriters, 8-track tapes, & giving directions. Individuals change things … gradually, persistently, interactively. Cumulatively. An older friend of mine who is now gone said years ago, “well, let’s keep doing our best & see what happens.” 

Blessings on this exploding globe. May all beings be safe from inner & outer harm. May all beings be free. 

Best wishes for an inspired 2024,

John Amen
12/18/23